Marriage....

Was waiting for the lift in my bldg...one family from the same floor were also waiting for the lift...started chatting with them....since i leave home at 8.15am and reach home at 8.15pm, I hardly know anyone from the building / society...however have made efforts to get acquainted with at least  two of my neighbors.... idea being, in times of need / emergency, i should be able to contact someone.....I am lucky enough to have the "chairman" of the society to be my immediate neighbor.....as the lift stopped for us to get in, Mr Pandey (my neighbor) updated me with the latest happening in the society...he said, whether I am aware that in the afternoon a boy of 21yrs old from "I"wing committed suicide.......felt very sad.....was thinking what his parents must be undergoing.....have actually gone thru this phase...my aunt's both the sons died at the age of 45 & 48 respectively.....when I went home, felt a strong urge / need to get married.....this was the first time I strongly felt the need to get married......was thinking what if, the guy's wishes had remained unfulfilled, his soul may come searching for a place to stay and if he comes to know I am living alone......decides to stay! ! ! !..........oh no..thought is very scary... recently saw a movie "Sixth sense"..which had a similar theme.........

A crow on my window......

Very recently ....had noticed that everyday a crow sits on my bathroom window and makes a call very loudly as if he is trying to tell me something....not sure whether it is the same crow everyday or different crow....since this happens early morning (from 5.45am till 8.30am)..(.leave house at at 8.30)....i presumed that he must be hungry...(same happens with me! ! !as soon as i get i feel hungry)......hence have started providing breakfast to him...however they are very fussy with food items.....doesnt like food with white colour....if you give only rice, he wont eat..rice need to be accompanied by dal!!!!!!!....generally they like farsan, papaya, water melon, etc.....today, as usual was waiting for the crow to give a call....he didnt, thought he must have taken leave today....when i locked the door to leave and was waiting for the lift, he suddenly appeared at my window pane...since had locked the door, thought of skipping the breakfast for him.....went by lift to the ground floor...at the back of the mind, was feeling very guilty for not keeping the breakfast...had an inkling in mind that something bad is going to happen..since i didnt wanted to miss my bus, started walking towards the main gate...as soon as i reached the gate, realized something was amiss ! ! !....had worn my top wrongly.... came back home....saw the crow was still there.....first thing i did was to give breakfast to the crow ...then changed my top......can this be just a coincidence or it has to do something with the CROW.......what do you think. ? ? ?